light years away

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand
And said "Hey, I'm about to screw you
Over big time"
And what was I supposed to do
I was stuck in between you
In a hard place
We won't talk about
The hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
Thats too much pain to store
It left me half dead

Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend in the end

And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back,
to who I was.