I HATE YOU

no I don't hate you, I just can't live my life without you.
But you are not suppose to know that.
that's why I keep secrets from you,
and I'm really sorry about that.
I just feel so unloved, you know?
yeah it does sound dramatic,
but maybe it's just the way it is.
I just talk meaningless things right now,
and I'm sorry for the love i feel.
If I could choose it wouldn't be this way, 
no that's a lie, cause I really want you.
I just can't stand up for what I'm feeling.
yeah I'm afraid to take the first move into the unknown,
or something like that..maybe a little less dramatic..
I just love you, is that okay? 
four words twelve letters, 
I just love YOU.