I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far ..

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

(because of you - Kelly Clarkson) 






The lyrics came to me, again.
but seriously you effected my summer.
I didn't want to get seriously with anyone.
You know why?
because of you.




You should know how much I trusted you.
you gave me hope,
and I thought that we would made it trough.
and even if it's a year ago
it some how effects me now.

 I don't know what I'm supposed to do,
but somehow I'm lost in you.
He came and said hello,
I told him I had to go.
 and now I just

 I hate the way I love you
and I'm not sure if it's love at all
maybe it's just a feeling,
a feeling that isn't so small.

 The feeling hits me everytime I see a man,
and I refuse when he wants to take my hand.
I know that to you I'm zero,
but for some reason you're my hero 

 And I know we're not who we used to be,
but let's get to know, you and me. 
We don't have to relive the past,
just make sure that the future last.
 but still 

 I hate the way I love you
and I'm not sure if it's love at all
maybe it's just a feeling,
a feeling that isn't so small.

 how am I suppose to know,
two years ago you were just a ordinary boy.
 but now

 I hate the way I love you
and I'm not sure if it's love at all
maybe it's just a feeling,
a feeling that isn't so small.