I promise

sometimes it might feels like I'm letting you down.
but I promise, I'm not taking any sides.
I'm not feeling, what you feel, and felt.
I promise you, it's not that way.

sometimes you might don't believe me.
cause I know you're not trusting me that much.
but let me promise you one thing :
It will always be you, standing first, always.

I don't wanna see you hurt, you know that.
I don't wanna fight, you know that.
I want you in my life, you know that.

So if you think I'm crossing the line,
please let me know.
If you think I'm going to far,
please let me know.

I promise, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE
- i'm not going anywhere.
i love you, sis!

Marilyn Monroe

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone. - Marilyn Monroe 

when it comes to missing you,

I don't have what it takes.

make me fall for you

All you need is to sing a song and play on a guitar 

and I promise I will fall completely for you.

a minute of joy, happiness and everything else.

if you find happiness, don't get unsecured. 
Don't think you don't deserve it.
Just don't waste it.


Cause happiness is worth more than you can Imagen.
It's beautiful, warm and wonderful.
I don't know what makes you happy.
But don't waste it.


It might just last for a second or a minute
but it sure is worth the time.
Soapbubbles makes me smile.
It's a second/minute of joy, happiness and everything else beautiful.

I'm hoping we can make some wishes out of airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes 

In the night sky 

Are like shooting stars 

I could really use a wish right now

why can't you be someone else? it shouldn't been you.

you hold my hand, wanted to kiss me.
the nights run away,
and then next day, you said you miss me.

what was I supposed to do,
falling the wrong way, it shouldn't been you
fly, fly higher than before.
drag me down, need the ground.
things where perfect, but it shouldn't been you.

you told me, this will never go our way.
but already in the game.
won't give up, needed to play.

what was I supposed to do,
falling the wrong way, somebody turn me around.
fly, fly higher than before.
drag me down, need the ground.
things where perfect, but it shouldn't been you.

In love with you, I cross the line
there's no going back
not this time.
but

what was I supposed to do,
falling the wrong way, it shouldn't been you
fly, fly higher than before.
drag me down, need the ground.
things where perfect, but it shouldn't been you.

that's what you want? I do it.

 you let go, so now its my turn. i can accept that, 

but when i find happiness, don't decide you love me.

I don't regret..

I didn't lose my mind it was
Mine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...

No regrets / they don't work
No regrets / they only hurt
Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine

I know from the outside
We looked good for eachother
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother

I don't want to hate but that's
All you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live

  

No regrets / they don't work
No regrets / they only hurt 

the notebook

Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Allie: So what?
Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out. 
Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
Allie: It's not that simple.
Noah: What... do... you... want?
Allie: I have to go now.