we act like a couple

he told me he would do anything with me, as long as he got to see me smile, hear me laugh and wipe away my tears once in a while.

we're so fun together. We just do things, unexpected things.

and we laugh, and make up silly jokes.

we whisper in each others ears.

and sometimes we even hold hands secretly in the middle of a class.

we watch matches together, and you get all grumpy when something bad happens.

and when nobody looks we act like a couple.

so I have just one question:
why can't we be like a couple?

11.10.10

“I love to talk to you, I miss you all the time, I can’t wait to see you and I do love you!”
Yes I do like to talk to you, and when you say those kind of words I get this wonderful feeling,
but then I  start to wonder does you really mean it, or are you just that type of guy who says stuff like that all the time?
I don’t feel like I know you, that’s my problem, I feel I know a person the person you pretend to be.

It may just be me, always so insecure, but I have my reasons to have my doubts.
and I’m sorry for being so insecure, but then again I’m not sorry.
Why should I be? I mean like what is the reason for me to feel sorry,
you’re not effected by what I do, cause you are already happy,
it doesn’t really matter to you, cause you already have a girl.

But to me, it does really matters,
cause I’m not as happy as you, and I KNOW you effect my happiness,
I don’t have a boy who loves me, and only me.
but still I feel like I have a chance with you, even though I don’t.

So that’s how I spend my day, wondering if we could ever end up together.
and I know it may seem like a hopeless hope In the middle of this,
but I have learned that :
“ the heart want what the heart want, and there’s no point going against your heart.”

.my heart want you.

Life, love and laughter.

There was a time when I was quite insecure about life, love and even laughter. It felt like I had falling in love a million times, but then again I hadn’t met you.

You were like one of those guys you see in the movie, who just lights up a girl face and then she falls in love with him with just one little conversation.

I’m not so sure of what happened with my feelings for , I just know that once I was lying in bed and then suddenly I felt a feeling I had never felt before,

I missed you so much it was quite insane, and when I closed my eyes I saw you’re face and I just wanted you so badly it was like I said insane.

I still feel like you’re a part I need in my life, an important one.

You take way the feeling of being insecure, you make me wanna live, love and laugh.

I need you, I really do, and I’m sorry…

But I’m falling in love with you.

I’m sorry for the way you make me feel

You told me you hoped things wouldn’t change between us when you come back,

Even if we had kind of a dramatic ending or it wasn’t really dramatic either,

It was just not the way we thought it would end.

Maybe it was just how we hoped it would end, or at least it was what I hoped for.

So I’m sorry or the way you make me feel,

It’s not meant to be this way you know, I’m not supposed to feel this way,

Not for YOU. Cause you are only destroying me, from the inside to the outside,

And one day I’m pretty sure I wake up and feeling wounded and hurt.

That’s the thing I just walks around in this perfect world, waiting for just one thing.

Waiting for you to hurt me, and I get all stressed out because you haven’t done it.

I know I’m not supposed to feel this way, being afraid of being hurt,

But that’s the thing I’m not afraid, I just accept that it might happen.

Hoping for the best, but accepting the worst,

And I’m sorry for the way you make me feel. 

can you feel the magic in the air?

it must have been the way you kissed me. 


He took my hand and pulled me up from the bed, we stood close.
With my arms around his neck, and his arms around my hips,
closing my eyes for a second, and then he was kissing my lips.
It wasn't the short one when we both regret,
and when I pulled him away, he said is that all I get?
Smiling because of a charming man,
he pulled me close and kissed me again.
I didn't want to get out of that room,
going to miss you, I'm leaving so soon.
Then he looked me in the eye,
said that he hated to say goodbye.
But we both knew that it was only a week,
so we hugged goodbye and then he kissed me on the cheek.

time slows down
whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
it's beating in my chest
did you feel it?
I can't put this down
but can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way kissed me
fell in love when I saw you standing there,
it must have been the way.

I'm not going to talk about yesterday, because there was this other boy who say I did it to much.

Last night was a great night, and I'm happy right now, and that's all that really matters.

what do you want right now? just tell me.

Can I disappear with you? because you don't ever deserve to be alone.
That's why I'm here, that's the reason we got this chance to get to know each other,

because there is a meaning, and the meaning is that I'm supposed to be with you.

sometimes you don't get everything you wished for, that's why I try to make the best out of what we already got.

"you wanna play the game? It’s like this: we play around. we have fun. we share our secrets. we tell stories. we cry on each others shoulders. we hold hands.we think about forever, but we do not fall in love, because the first one who does, loses."

sometimes people play hard to get to make sure that the other person's feelings are real.

'Cause in the end it all hurts just the same.


it's better to be loved, used and broken, than being not loved at all.