When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change, cause you're amazing, just the way you are

why I fight for you ? because...

I have to look at your face every day, and I can't stand the feeling knowing that you're not mine, so that's why I fight for you, even if it hurts. I fight because I know I can be good enough if I just try, I just have to fight. Yes there will be tears, but there will also be a hope in every smile of yours, in every little laughter there will be some hope. And when you touch my hand I will get butterflies, so right now I think you're worth it.

I'm not scared of the dark,
I'm scared of what's in it.
I'm not afraid of heights,
I'm afraid of pain of falling.
I'm not afraid of people around you,
I'm just afraid of rejection.
I'm not afraid to love,
I'm just afraid of not being loved back.
and I'm not afraid to try again,
just afraid to get hurt for the same reason.


you know what I want











but since that's never gonna happen I have to say

I like you and i'm so close to loving you, but right now you're just like the others, and i don't like the others

I will not cry, i do whatever but i will not cry, cause right now you are not worth a single tear, so i will not cry

just because

sorry

I just don't know what to say,
it feels like I have ran out of words, it just hurts.
I don't know what to so,
it feels like.... I'm just empty.
But still the feeling of not being good enough keep hunting me.
cause I'm not good enough

I live on apples

 that's all I eat, apples. 

it hurts

I'm not blaming anyone else than my self.

I'm sorry for believing you was the one.
for thinking that your kisses mean something to you.
I'm sorry for believing every word you told me,
for thinking you didn't tell anyone else the same.
I'm sorry for trying to go give you my heart,
for thinking you wouldn't just torn it apart.
I'm sorry for trying so hard to be perfect for you,
for thinking you could make me your number one.


for the first time on a very long time I feel hurt,
he hurt me, wounded me so badly. 
and I'm not blaming anyone else than my self.

not your only, just the one you love the most.

do you want me to be like her? do you want me to have that look? do you want me to act like her? is that good enough for you? and is that the only thing that's good enough?

if that's what you want, i'm sorry, but I am me, and not her.
cause if that's what you expect for me, to be like her, i think we can just stop right here.
I'm never going to be like her, do you hear me? NEVER.
and I hope that the only thing me and her has in common is the name.
I hope you don't compare me to her, cause all we did was kiss the same lips.
so don't you dare to compare me with her, if you do I promise you I'll walk out that door
faster than you ever could imagine, so don't you dare.