problem with boys ; they make you think they love you, when they don't.

and right now, you are kissing her,

kissing her like we used to kiss,

and right now you are making her fall,

fall for you the way I did.

just the way I did.

-anna reikvam.

don't say it was the last one, cause I still remember that night, and I do anything to relive it.

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets 
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something 
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions.


But I'll go sit on the floor, wearing your clothes.
All that I know is,
I don't know how to be something you miss.
Never thought we'd have a last kiss,
Never imagined we'd end like this.
Your name forever the name on my lips.


So I watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep.
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breath.
And I keep up with our old friends just ask them how you are.
I hope it's nice where you are, and I hope the sun shines.
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time,
but I never planned on you changing your mind.


your name, forever the name on my lips, just like our last kiss.

I'm falling apart, drowning in tears, no I'm not okay, I'm not fine.

Well maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you’ll add my name to your long list of traitors who don’t understand.

I'm sorry, I couldn't keep my promise, but you did, and you're a very good person, I don't wanna stop you from falling for her, I'm not that type of a girl. But I'm in love with you, and that won't change in just a day, or a week, like your love did. I'm sorry I'm not that type of a girl. And I'm not good enough for you, but I'm sure she is.

After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

the problem is that you want us to be friends, close friends,
friends with benefits you once said.
but then again, you also said I was your only one,
and that was just a lie.
It's not that I don't want to trust you,
but you don't make it any easier when you act the way you act.
Yes we can be friends, close friends.
you just got to give me some time to think,
cause I have feelings for you, and it's not easy to just put them away.

I'm sorry

don't say it's over, unless you know it's never gonna happen again.

you make me smile

and we have some moments when we don't even talk

but still I could lay in his arms forever

but he don't want me anymore, and it hurts

I could give you anything, but still I wouldn't be good enough, and I'm sorry.

trust me I'm trying to be.

oh and I forgot to tell:

I'm in heaven when you kiss me, so please don't say it was the last one.

I'm pro at picking the WRONG person to like.

It's impossible, said pride.
It's risky, said experience.
It's pointless, said reason.
Give it a try, whispered the heart.

stupid enough to think the heart was right I listen to the heart.
and I told you that I would tell you when I got really hurt, well now I'm really hurt.

I'm not good enough, well why should I even try to care.

it's the truth.

A guy and a girl can be friends. But sooner or later one will fall for the other. Maybe too early, maybe too late, but maybe, just maybe forever. 

what helps me trough everyday, is that I know tomorrow will be better,

or the day after that.

I'm not letting you go.

i don't care if it hurts.