you don't know, do you ?

that in a crowded place, my eyes will always search for you.
today is not an exception. I don't like the fact that we'll be at the same place tonight.
i know i said i didn't care if you came or staid home, but i do care.
but sometimes you have to act like you don't care even when you do care.
and i do care, in fact i care a lot.

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the look on my face, tells her there is something wrong

can i sleep beside you tonight,
she whispered from the door.
I told her to lay close to me,
as she walked over the floor.
Kissed her on the cheek,
put my arms around her,
walked her to the dreamworld,
nothing was the same there.

don't cry little sister,
i'm with you tonight,
even though it seems so hard,
things will turn out right,
so don't cry little sister.

where is your boy, is everything fine
i wish she knew, that he never was mine.
she starts to talk about how he made me smile,
and that she hadn't seen that happiness in a while.
you should sleep now i whisper in her ear,
but she is full of questions, cause she care.
why is he with another girl, isn't you in love,
i smile back at her little face, and tell her to sleep now

don't cry little sister,

i'm with you tonight,

even though it seems so hard,

things will turn out right,

so don't cry little sister.

she's sleeping in my arms now, eleven years is gone,

at first she seemed so little, now she's so grown.

i know she's watching every step i take,

and learning from every time I'm making a mistake.

i know that things will turn out just fine, 

cause the world greatest little sister is mine.

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Who will only fly, only fly for freedom

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't deny it
Can't sell it or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

walk on - u2

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i still feel something

just thought you should know.

if you think this is a mess, you should have a look inside my head

Truth of the matter is I'm complicated
You're as straight as they come
You go 'bout your day baby
While I had from the sun

It's better if you don't understand
Cause you wont know what it's like
Til you try

You know I've been waiting on the other side
And you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole life time
But you just gotta decide

I'm not perfect

If you look at me I can handle pressure and carry heavy burdens.


I can fake a smile when I feel like crying,

and when my life is falling apart, I'm good at pretending.

You will only see me cry because you made me laugh.

My life is based on lies, but only the small ones,

I'm not perfect, but sometimes I feel like that's all I need to be.

"I'm fine, it's alright"

but you should know how hard this is.
trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never met.

"when nothing goes right, you just have to go left"

or you can just, go to bed and die, feel sad and even cry, and tomorrow you wake up with a big fake smile.

no I don't wanna talk about it. 

is this killing you, like it's killing me?

but how am I supposed to get rid of that feeling, 

when I know you still want me, i know it.

i miss some people right now. some people are my friends.