I have the best friends in the world, and they care about me, so I don't no why I'm wasting my time on you, when you don't even care

and then i started to wonder : what happened to forever?

I forgot how easy it is to fall in love with music.

Everytime - A1

If I had you - Adam Lambert

It only hurts - Default

Ghost - Fefe Dobson

One shot - JLS

The only exception - Paramore

Say goodbye - Skillet

never say never

there's some things we don't talk about

rather do without

and just hold the smile.

 Falling in and out of love,

ashamed and proud of.

Together all the while.

You can never say never

why we don't know when.

Time and time again,

younger now than we were before.

don't let me go,

don't let me go,

don't let me go.

this is the end where I begin

I don't know what I want anymore.
I was so sure, that I wanted you.
That you were the only one for me.
The feeling was so strong,
I was so damn, sure.

The season changed,
the summers gone,
and then suddenly I realize
today your not the one,
but we'll always have tomorrow,
and I can't wait for it to come.


Your face are the prettiest one I have ever seen,
and I get flushes every time you look at me.
You put a smile on my face baby,
and to be honest you make me crazy.
But if there is us, that we're meant to be,
then one day, you will find back to me.

I'm not closing the book,
just turning a page.
Do you want to be in this new chapter,
you have to deiced your self.
you know i want to.

Time to move on,
let's face the next day.
The brave face,
smiling among the others.
I'm happy today,
even if it's without you.

Your face are the prettiest one I have ever seen,
and I get flushes every time you look at me.
You put a smile on my face baby,
and to be honest you make me crazy.
But if there is us, that we're meant to be,
then one day, you will find back to me.

I have learned to walk without you beside me,
learned to not make you laugh.
I have learned that what you want isn't always what you get,
learned to move on.

(but always remember, i'm good at telling lies.)

We're all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. 

It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen,

it only makes things worse. 

So walk your dog or take a nap. 

Just whatever you do, stop worrying. 

Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are

Paranoia gives you an edge in the OR. 

Surgeons play out worst-case scenarios in their heads. 

You're ready to close, you got the bleeder. 

You know it but there's that voice in your head asking. 

What if you didn't? What if the patient dies and you could have prevented it? 

So you check your work one more time before you close. 

Paranoia is a surgeon's best friend. 

I hate this...

you keep pushing everyone around,
and keep thinking you're so much better than everyone. 
right now you probably don't see it,
but seriously it does NOT make you cool. 
and if you think this is the way to make friends,
well I'm sorry it's not. 


You think you're so perfect. 
no, I don't think you think that. 
But you want people to think that you think that,
am I right?
"You think you're cooler than me."


but this time
I was the one who told you we shouldn't be friends, 
I was the one who said this ain't working. 
First I thought it was all that sentimental stuff, 
my feelings, bad romance you know what I mean,
but now i realise it's the person you have become,
or starting to become..


I don't like that person
that's not YOU. 
YOU are not like that, 
but I guess you're just changing. 


Just do me a favor
don't act like your so much better than everyone,
don't let go of your closest friends. 
I'm not asking for you to come talk to me,
this break is fine by me. 
Just make sure, you don't let others go. 


if you let them go, 
you will regret. 
One night you can't sleep,
you'll realize need them.
One day you'll wake, 
and realize you miss them. 


I'm not saying we have to be friends, but stop thinking you're cooler than me.


yes I wrote this earlier today..but than I realized something. 
You're not pushing anyone away, only me. 
and then I realized that really sucks.


just wanted you to see how I'm dealing with this not being your friends thing.
It truly sucks not talking to you.

living my life.

Yes I have led my self in wrong directions,
and I haven't been happy with my own mirror reflection.
Fell to deeply in love with the wrong person.
Given to many my incursion.
Goodbye old me, dosen't it sound stupid?
but this is my turn away, 
I'm living today.

I'm good at telling lies

don't you dare..

cause I'm not.

I wish that you would just come and say sorry.

I wanna be that friend who sits beside you and listen when you talk.
I wanna be that friend who looks deeply into your eyes and tell you that everything is going to be okay.
I wanna be that friend that you just want to tell everything to.
I wanna be that friend that you often wonders how she's doing.
I wanna be that friend loving seeing you smile.
I wanna be that friend loving to be by your side.
I wanna be that friend you start to laugh with when you cry.
I wanna be that friend you always are teasing.
I wanna be that friend I was before
I wanna be that friend I really do.

Right now, I just can't do that.
Right now, I am not sure what I really want.
Right now, my feelings are disappointed
Right now, my heart doesn't even want to see you.
Right now, you are the reason I feel broken.
Right now, you are the one I can't face,
Right now, friends are what I need.
Right now, friends are what we can't be.


I really really really want to, but I can't, I can't stand your face.

but today is only filled with hurt, at least for now..

let's face the day.

I just have to get up of the couch

I have to put a smile on

and then get in the shower

I have to eat something..

and then when I walk out the door I realize that this is not what I want.

and I regret walking to my friends

and then I smile among with them,

but if YOU asked me : are you happy? my answer would be

be happy

I HATE YOU

no I don't hate you, I just can't live my life without you.
But you are not suppose to know that.
that's why I keep secrets from you,
and I'm really sorry about that.
I just feel so unloved, you know?
yeah it does sound dramatic,
but maybe it's just the way it is.
I just talk meaningless things right now,
and I'm sorry for the love i feel.
If I could choose it wouldn't be this way, 
no that's a lie, cause I really want you.
I just can't stand up for what I'm feeling.
yeah I'm afraid to take the first move into the unknown,
or something like that..maybe a little less dramatic..
I just love you, is that okay? 
four words twelve letters, 
I just love YOU. 

pictures - truth

well, i give you the truth even if you don't want it.

this is what i want right now:

 I'm sorry I know we're suppose to be just friends but

you know what, I can't cry, I really try, but there is just no more tears

I don't wanna be here,  i don't wanna feel this

let's disappear!

every rose has it's torn

We both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside

Was it something I said or something I did 
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could let you know somehow
I guess 

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar will remain
I know I could saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways

And now I hear you found somebody new
And that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

this is not because of you, but because of what i feel

The open wound she hides
She just keeps it bundled up
And never lets it show
She can't take much more of this
But she can't let it go
And that's ok, she don't want the world

All the things she says
While he's just lying there
Without someone to hear her cry
She slips off into a dream
About a place to hide
And that's ok, she don't want the world

This love she feels
Everything she's ever known
Or ever thought was real
Seems like it's been thrown away
Now how's she gonna live
It's ok, she don't want the world

Those words he never spoke
Haunt her life, the memories
Of all the times before
She tried to show him love
While he would only ask for more
But it's ok, she don't want the world

Softly in her sleep
Pictures of the life she's longing
For slowly appear
She's seen them all before
But somehow never quite this clear
She just smiles, she don't want the world

This love she feels
Everything she's ever known
Or ever thought was real
Seems like it's been thrown away
Now how's she gonna live
It's ok, she don't want the world

A brand new morning shines
As she wakes up alone again
This time to face the day
She swears there's time to make it
As she simply walks away
And it's ok, she don't want the world.

I don't want the world,
I just want you.

do I believe in true love?

I think we all need that someone

cause everyone deserves someone

and everyone deserves to be happy with that someone

someone to lean on

no one deserves to be alone

be warned your first love, may not last forever, even if you want to

and it will probably hurt

the people who know you and truly love you, will see when things are not fine

you have to know that the true friend never leave you

and remember you will always find a way to move on.


yeah, I know it hurts.

 the only one who deserves your tears are the one who won't let you cry

it might not be the one you want, but there will always be a soul out there who loves you

cause love is all around us

so don't stop believing in true love

"Good Morning / Goodbye"

Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.
It isn't just death we have to grieve. It's life. It's loss. It's change.
And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. 
The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.
That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive.
By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. 
It won't hurt this much.
Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way.
So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty.
The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can't control it.
The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes.
And let it go when we can.
The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again.
And always, every time, it takes your breath away.
There are five stages of grief.
They look different on all of us, but there are always five.
-Denial.
-Anger.
-Bargaining.
-Depression.
-Acceptance.

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