I will learn to be strong enough.

I don't know if I can make it out of bed today.

Just putting my feet on the floor hurts.

The tears won't stop,  I just feeling like a fool.

I know I'm strong, but this is more than I can take.

If you thought that I could handle this, you were wrong.

Maybe I'm not showing it, but it hurts.

I know I was suposed to be there, every single second.

And I'm sorry, for letting you down last night.

If I could go back in time, I wouldn't go out the door last night.

and maybe I could have made it out of my bed today.

I know I'm strong, but this is more than I can take.

If you thought that I could handle this, you were wrong.

Maybe I'm not showing it, but it hurts.

You should know I'm hurt.

I know I have to, put on the brave face. 

Smile among the others happy faces. 

But there will be a face missing, yours.

I know I'm strong, but this is more than I can take.

If you thought that I could handle this, you were wrong.

Maybe I'm not showing it, but it hurts.

I'm not strong enough to deal with this, don't expect to much of me.

Don't get me wrong. 

I will always suport you, and try my best.

This friendship, I'm not giving it up.

I know I'm strong, but this is more than I can take.

If you thought that I could handle this, you were wrong.

Maybe I'm not showing it, but it hurts.

I'm not going away, even if you don't want me here.

I know standing by your side might be hurtful.

But I do it anyway, I will learn to be strong enough.