it's still true love

i just know this amazing girl, and she changed her blog,
so now I'm doing the same.
it's a new start, cause it's soon 2011, and I have been her a year now,
so i need a new start.
it's as always without you, but it's still true love
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everything is made to be broken but this time it's made to be you

the world is crashing around us, 

we're slowly falling apart,

don't know what we got each other into,

just know that non of us is leaving tonight.

when everything is falling, 

I'm still standing tall, 

cause what ever it is we're facing,

I'm not breaking at all. 

You got me all figured out,

but you don't got me at all,

we're facing this world together,

but if you somehow fall

I leave you behind.

You have no rights to hold me back,

so please just let me go,

I don't mean to hurt you, 

but you're taking it to slow.

I run if I want to,

and that's faster than I can do

you probably wont even see me,

as I'm running past you.

I'm done with this game,

I'm no longer your girl,

you never was mine to have,

and no you're not something I want.

We're still standing together, 

it's my chose to hold on,

but if anyone is falling

you'll find yourself on ground. 

only because it's Christmas, love actually is all around.

there does not go a day without me thinking of you

but i have not cried, i have not cried since the first day in December.
i don't know why, i just don't feel anything.
but then again, it really hurts.

I don't feel what i once felt, but still I'm missing you everyday.

I'm sorry i just don't have anything to say.

it's like i don't have words to put in my mouth. it's like i don't know what to say, i just don't know..

one day, just not today, you'll have to tell her

Tell her not to get upset, second-guessing everything you said and done
And then when she gets upset tell her how you never mean to hurt no one
Then you tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just met somebody new

Don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed
Don't you even try and explain how it's so different when we kiss
You tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

S(he) be(lie)ved

Thats my imagination of how love ends. Cause in the end they are all the same. there's alwayse a he making a she belive there's always a she trusting his lies!

i do not expect this thing to work, and i don't even think about getting my hopes up for another man.

but maybe it's my turn now.

one year is gone

without you: love: "Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it, cause i might do something crazy and beleive it"

it's a year since i started, and trust me things have changed, but when i look back, things weren't that different a year ago.

she don't like to see us laughing.

she's afraid of what we could do,
cause she know that we got something,
togehter, me and you.

She pretend that it dosen't matter,
thinking she's acting all descreet,
but we know she's watching every step,
every step we take with our feet.

i have done some wrong things,
but I'm learning from mistakes,
now I'm letting you go,
but you should know my heart aches.

I'm taking a step behind you,
and I'm only doing this for my sis,
but i remember everything,
from our first to the last kiss.

our love is a friendship on fire,
but the water has calmed us down,
now it's just a friendship,
and I'm all on my own.

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sometimes i wonder why we even bother with love, if it never last.

you don't know, do you ?

that in a crowded place, my eyes will always search for you.
today is not an exception. I don't like the fact that we'll be at the same place tonight.
i know i said i didn't care if you came or staid home, but i do care.
but sometimes you have to act like you don't care even when you do care.
and i do care, in fact i care a lot.

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the look on my face, tells her there is something wrong

can i sleep beside you tonight,
she whispered from the door.
I told her to lay close to me,
as she walked over the floor.
Kissed her on the cheek,
put my arms around her,
walked her to the dreamworld,
nothing was the same there.

don't cry little sister,
i'm with you tonight,
even though it seems so hard,
things will turn out right,
so don't cry little sister.

where is your boy, is everything fine
i wish she knew, that he never was mine.
she starts to talk about how he made me smile,
and that she hadn't seen that happiness in a while.
you should sleep now i whisper in her ear,
but she is full of questions, cause she care.
why is he with another girl, isn't you in love,
i smile back at her little face, and tell her to sleep now

don't cry little sister,

i'm with you tonight,

even though it seems so hard,

things will turn out right,

so don't cry little sister.

she's sleeping in my arms now, eleven years is gone,

at first she seemed so little, now she's so grown.

i know she's watching every step i take,

and learning from every time I'm making a mistake.

i know that things will turn out just fine, 

cause the world greatest little sister is mine.

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Who will only fly, only fly for freedom

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't deny it
Can't sell it or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

walk on - u2

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i still feel something

just thought you should know.

if you think this is a mess, you should have a look inside my head

Truth of the matter is I'm complicated
You're as straight as they come
You go 'bout your day baby
While I had from the sun

It's better if you don't understand
Cause you wont know what it's like
Til you try

You know I've been waiting on the other side
And you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole life time
But you just gotta decide