nothing more than the second best.

I'm nothing more than the second best.

It doesn't matter how you look at it, I'm and will always be second best.

I don't care if you say it's not the truth, cause I know that I'm only the second best.

Waking up with this big smile on face, cause you was in my dream last night.

Getting ready, dressing up for school, cause I will meet you today.

Laughing out loud, can't stop, cause I'm with you right now.

The day turns into night and then I realize I'm only your second best.

There will always be this other one, who's better than me.

Things might change but one thing will stay the same, I'll be your second best.

Every single guy I try to impress, every single one.

Trying desperately to get to them close,

but it never really helps.

I'm only the second best.

Doesn't matter what you say or do, 

I'm only the second best.  

he is the definition of beautiful he knocks me off my feet

You only get one shot so make it count 
You might never get this moment again 
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round 
So tell me what it is thats stopping you now 
You never know unless you try 
You'll only regret, sitting wondering why 
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by 
when love's on the line.

let's not say goodbye

you should know that there is not a day when you do not cross my mind,
there doesn't go a day without me think are you doing fine.
The thing is some friends just walks in to go away,
but you're one of those who walked in to stay.


we all need a friend who we really can count on,
and you are that one, even when your gone.
I hate to know when you're not doing fine,
cause you mean a lot to me, a special one of friend kind.


The day you tell me you're happy with a real smile on your face,
I can't stop smiling, cause I have been waiting for this in days.
Please promise me that you will not keep it all inside,
cause you know I figured it out, if you lied.


I'm gonna miss you more than you will ever know,
with these tears in my eyes, I hate to see you go.



let's just say I see you in not so very long, and I talk to you as often as I can.
this is not goodbye my friend, this is not goodbye.

One year back I was falling in love, I think we both were falling.

afraid and insecure, but we were both falling.

Then he figured out, that I was not the one, and he was no longer falling.

He had both his feet on the ground, no longer falling.

10 months ago I couldn't sleep at night, I cried a million tears.

afraid and insecure, the tears kept falling.

I didn't see that there would be more in life for me, 

thinking he was the one in life for me. 

9 months ago I had a fight with my friend, I lost my control.

said things that should be unsaid, we both lost control.

but we knew it was wrong to end it this way,

knew it was wrong to end it at all, so we stayed.

8 months ago, I was falling in love with the wrong guy.

perfect smile, the perfect kind, but he was the wrong guy.

didn't think I would fall again, but I fell harder then before,

I hadn't thought I could stand a chance, but he had changed since before.

7 months ago I got used, and played with, and I didn't even noticed.

lies kept running to my face, and I didn't even noticed,

more stupid than ever before, thinking he was the one,

didn't see what I see now, he could never be the one.

6 months ago I had a fight with a friend, and hurt her feelings,

she came screaming me in the face, and it hurt my feelings.

We didn't talk for several weeks, we didn't even look at each other.

but when we did it wounded us both, cause we missed each other.

5 months ago I realized how strong love could be

I saw that what I felt for you was real.

My eyes was filled with tears every night we fight

and it didn't go a night without a fight.

3 months ago my life got changed when he tried to go away,

he didn't realize what he ment to me, he didn't bother to stay.

The tears kept falling that beautiful day, when things started to end,

I missed you so much when they didn't call your name.

2 months ago I was falling and hurt, this month was full of dirt,

but summer was bringing happiness around, and i loved the summer flirt.

I couldn't help my tears for falling some nights at the hotel,

my feeling for you was really strong, and you were confusing as hell.

1 month ago another fight was on.

and before the school had started, one friend was gone.

I cried some rivers and a whole ocean to,

missing my friend, was the only thing to do.

I have learn more than I ever thought I would,

so no, handling you isn't the worst I could.

Learing more every day, 

so don't even try to stop me when I'm making my way.

Tears will be cried, I guarantee that. 

But even if life isn't easy, you don't have the right to treat me like crap.

I'm having fun every day with you

 but you should know falling for you is not is not a easy thing to undo.

But I have been trough worse, and I am learning everyday,

if you want it to be a game, I'm ready to play.

I have to

There is this lonely girl, 

who's making up her own world.

Living on a dream, 

slipping slowly away from realty.

She don't know what she want from all the others,

she don't really care about what she get from the others.

But from you boy she wants your world,

yes from you boy she wants your dream.

There is this nice boy,

who having everything he ever needed.

but nothing really matters,

cause he has nothing left of his happiness.

He don't know what he want from all the others,

he don't really care about what he get from the others,

but from you girl, he wants your world,

yes from you girl, he wants your dream.

I have one wish

that you and I could be like yesterday for a very long time.

My first kiss went a little like this....and twist....and twist!

"you're really cute, you know that right?"

"yeah right, you have told me that a million times before, how am I supposed to know it's true?"

"you just have to believe me I guess, you know I'll tell you that a million times more, not because I have nothing else to say, just because it's the truth"

He looked me deeply in the eyes, and put his hand on my hips, I smiled. We were standing closer now, his face against mine,close. 

I could feel his warm breath really close. It was like the time stood still, like the world was nothing but us. 

It was warm, short and it gave me butterflies, but then it was over, and it felt like we both knew we had done something wrong.

I ran out in the rain,stopped, and turned around. There you were, looking at me with the greatest smile I had ever seen. I'm so sorry I said and smiled. I turned away before he got to say anything and started running again.

I'm telling you this, cause I need to talk to you, like a friend.

you wanna know something ?
he do the same things you did, and I'm starting to feel the same I felt with you.
I never thought that it would be like this, but I guess I'm just repeating my mistakes.
I know it's wrong, and I know I shouldn't be falling like this, with this guy, 
so I try to resist, try get away, but trust me it's not easy.


I missed to feel the way I did when I was lying in your arms, I missed the way you hold my hand, I missed the way you looked me in the eyes.
But yesterday I got the same feeling all over again, just with a new person, the wrong person. 


He took his arms around me, and he hold both of my hands, I turned my head and he looked me in the eyes, and stared for a long time. He smiled to me, and tickled me. That night we had so much fun, we laughed so hard I fell down at the floor. 


It was one of the best nights I had had  on a very, very long time. I was so happy, I smiled all night, and I'm still smiling. He made me feel the same way you did, and I never thought that could happen. 


But I'm afraid, afraid of falling, cause I'm on my way, and I'm so close. 
Will you support me if I do the same mistakes all over again, 
will you be there, when I need to talk?


I need a friend in this game called love, I need one that I can always count on.
I'm hoping that this friend will be you, cause I want it to be you.

be happy

Laugh when you can, 

apologize when you should, 

and let go of what you can't change. 

play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, 

give everything and have no regrets.

Life's too short to be anything...but happy.

what do you want ?

you confuses me so much, can't we just talk?
can you please just tell me what you feel?
please say where you wanna go?
I don't wanna be that girl you just test out and see how far you can go with,
I'm not that kind of girl,
so stop treat me like I am.
Just talk to me about her,
just tell me what you feel.

I hate to feel alone.

 
This goes to you ; i will never say goodbye, never. 
Not because I feel like I have to hold on, I just want to hold on.
so I never say goodbye my friend, never. 

I miss the way you used hold your arms around ..

I miss those late nights, when we watched the stars,

I miss looking at you, sleeping in my bed.

I miss all of it, all the time.

I know that my feelings for you are fading every day, I know that what I felt back then, is not the same I feel right now. But I miss it, and I hope you do too, or at least I hope you remember it, and not erase it from your past.

He touched my hand to day, and told me how good it felt to hold them, he also said I looked so cute when I smile, and that he loved my laughter, he did not text it or wrote it on the internet, he looked me in the eye and said all of it.Every day he has at least one compliment to give away, every day he make me smile, and yes I think I'm slowly falling for the wrong person.

But everytime he do this wonderful things I start to think of you, not everytime, but sometimes.

and it sucks that YOU have to be the one walking trough my thoughts over and over again, it truly suck.

but what am I supposed to do, I have moved on, I really have. 

I'm just afraid that feeling I got with you is so special that  I never feel that way about anyone else, that one day I will realize that, what I felt with you will never exist, never again. 

So even if he do put a smile on my face, and makes my day. Even if he talks to me about everything and give me compliments straight to my face, I don't feel what I felt with you, and I'm not sure if I ever will. 

I miss those late nights, when we watched the stars,

I miss looking at you, sleeping in my bed.

I miss what we had, and what I felt.

I miss it all, all the time.

 

but I'm not so sure of what way I miss you.

just believe.

The world is full of magic; you just have to believe in it. 
So make your wish. 
Do you have it ? 
Good, now believe in it. With all your heart ♥

if he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go

we lose the people we love because they are meant to love somone else.
we lose them because we are destined to find somebody else.
it is a simple fact that is sometimes hard to accept because we are to stubborn.
To stubborn to let go of something that dosen't belong to us anymore.

Today I realized that I had to let you go.
No that's not right, because I realized that some days ago..
but today I'm letting you go.

Today you are no longer that part of me that I need so bad.
You are no longer someone I will think about everyday.
And you might not even be the one I dream about.
I hope you don't regret it, the way you stopped talking to me,
because right now, I'm grateful that you did it.


I'm grateful for the way you stopped talking to me,
and for the way you changed.
It was not easy to let you go at first,
but finally I did.
I don't know if it was the boy with the shining eyes.
or that girl who told me to stop.
Maybe it was just you?
 Yeah, I think it was you.

You did this, all by your self
you helped me getting over you.
 somehow you did this.
Maybe it was the way you changed,
or the way you told me to move on.
Maybe it was a start when you stopped talking,
and maybe it was a closer step when you ignored my calls.
Maybe it was the way you told me we couldn't even be friends.

I hope we can be friends, I really do.
Just because I have let you go doesn't mean I don't wanna be friends with you.
I love the way we used to talk about things all night,
but right now we can't go back there.
It just dosen't work that way, thats why we start this friendship all over again.

Let's just be friends, that kind of friends who just talk random sometimes.
That kind of friends who laughs about silly jokes,
that kind of friends who don't see eachother so often,
but when they do they really have fun,
not that kind of fun we had, just fun.

Because friends are supposed to be having fun.
I'm not having fun with letting you go,
but I do it anyway.
I would never wound you the way you wound me,
and I think you know that.

I'm just letting you go now, let's be friends.
not bestfriends
not goodfriends
just friends.

 

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW SOMETHING

but before I tell you what I want you to know, I should say :
congratulation, and I guess now you will be on the roads all day,
and that I probably won't see you, but congratulations anyway.


what I wanted to tell you is that I'm just fine.
I'm doing okay.
I know you sometimes read this so I thought you should know:
I'm fine, and I'm happy with my life.
I have got some new friends, but that doesn't mean I will let go of the others.
Every day I put a smile on my face,
not because it's something I'm forced to do it,
but because I want to.
I'm not trying to say that life is easier when we almost never speak,
I miss you all the time, and I think you know that.
Sometimes all I really need is to hear you're voice or to see you're text.
But I'm happy now,  that's the point.
And that's all I really wanted you to know.

- Love, Anna

"I even wrote Jenny and told her all about it. I sent her letters. Not every day, but almost. I told her what I was doin' and asked her what she was doing, and I told her how I thought about her always. And how I was looking forward to getting a letter from her just as soon as she had the time I'd always let her know that I was okay. Then I'd sign each letter, "Love, Forrest Gump."

"you wanna play the game? It’s like this: we play around. we have fun. we share our secrets. we tell stories. we cry on each others shoulders. we hold hands.we think about forever, but, we do not fall in love, because the first one who does, loses."

the truth is ; you doesn't always get what you want

I guess I have to live with the fact that what you want isn't always what you get

I have to move on and get over it.

Right now, I can't get what I want and that's the truth.

but really, I do want your arms around me.

do you ever miss those nights, when l was lying in your arms? 

do you ever think of me before you go to sleep?

do you ever think that we could have something beautiful?

please don't say you never think of me at all..

It is amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces..

“She doesn’t say ‘I love you’ like a normal person. Instead, she’ll laugh, shake her head, give you a little smile, and say.. ‘You’re an idiot’. If she tells you you’re an idiot, you are a lucky man.”

don't be like all the others, don't use me like all the others

I'm going to prove you're wrong today,
you don't know me anymore,
I have totally changed.

You asked me to move on,
and so I did,
I'm no longer the same.

just STOP,
pretending that you know me,
stop pretending that you care.

I'm not the same.

I stay up late every night, and realise its a bad idea every morning ♥

there is something I wanna tell you,
I just don't know where to start.
When I close my eyes I remember our history,
and it breaks my heart.

there is something I want you to know,
i just don't know what it is.
I remember every single day,
and I didn't want it to end like this.

Do you wanna go back,
I'll take you there.
To the perfect days,
when we did not care.
I let you hold your arms around me,
I let you breathe loud and insecure,
then you can forget it all,
just like we did before.

so here's the thing my friend,
I'm doing just fine.
I just miss the old times you know,
when you told me you could be mine.

so here's the thing my friend,
I'm feeling insecure
never tell anyone,
afraid they will walk out the door.

Do you wanna go back,
I'll take you there.
To the perfect days,
when we did not care.
I let you hold your arms around me,
I let you breathe loud and insecure,
then you can forget it all,
just like we did before. 

I take you back,
I let you in,
let's not fight
we can both win.

Do you wanna go back,
I'll take you there.
To the perfect days,
when we did not care.
I let you hold your arms around me,
I let you breathe loud and insecure,
then you can forget it all,
just like we did before.

let's go back

It’s been a while since the two of us talked 

About a week since the day that you walked 

Knowing things would never be the same 

With your empty heart and mine full of pain 

So explain to me, how it came to this 

Let’s take it back to the night we kissed 

It was Dublin city on a Friday night 

With vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world 

Saying things that we thought but never heard 

Who would have thought it would end up like this? 

But everything we talked about is gone 

And the only chance we have of moving on 

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong 

Before the worst 

Before we met 

Before our hearts decided it’s time to love again 

Before today 

Before too long 

Let’s try and take it back before it all went wrong 

There was a time that we’d stay up all night 

Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight 

Took the joys alongside the pain 

With not much to lose but so much to gain 

Are you hearing me? Cuz I don’t wanna miss 

That you would drift on memory bliss 

It was Grafton street, on a rainy night 

I was down on one knee and you were mine for life 

We were thinking we would never be apart 

With your name tattooed across my heart 

Who would have thought it would end up like this? 

But everything we talked about is gone 

And the only chance we have of moving on 

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong 

we live in a random world, full of randomness, that's why I talk so random about randomness.

There is not a life with out the love,

There is no love with out the people,

There are no people without life.