31. mars 2010

I wish you knew

that my bestfriend is you

I know the words means nothing, but nothing is a start


If you took you're time and talked with me
you would know how I feel,
just took some time and walked with me,
yes, you would have known the truth.

The way you're act
I don't blame you.
I know the sorry words won't help,
and I understand you.

I just wanted you to know,
what I feel is not what you think I'm feeling.
And the way I act,
is not because of something I feel.

If I had known that this would have turned out,
THIS way
I would never put our friendship in
THIS situation.

So here you got me
telling you I'm sorry.
but the truth is that it dosen't really help..
does it?


but if I have to I tell you a thousand times,
I'll would..
Cause I think you need to hear,
how sorry I'm dear !

Nobody wins when everyone's losing !!!


23. mars 2010

more than just a melody ?

Hey love, live it up
Cuz I'm getting closer
And I want love, give it up
This poetry and prose and words are not enough
Cuz you're more than melody to me...I think
( anna nalick - more than melody)

19. mars 2010

A song is just a song, we both know it doesn't mean anything!

Well maybe you're not right for me
Maybe this is hard to see
I get lost in you're beauty
Then I just start questioning

Cuz when you took my heart
You took it all
When you gave it back
It fell apart
So...

I won't do what you told me
I won't do what you said, no
I'm not gonna stop feeling
I'm not gonna forget it
I don't want to start over
I don't want to pretend that
You are not my lover
That you're only my friend
I Won't

You say it's easier to burn than to build
You say it's easier to hurt than to heal
I say you lose when you give up what you love
I lived my life without you long enough
So...

I won't do what you told me
I won't do what you said, no
I'm not gonna stop feeling
I'm not gonna forget it
I don't want to start over
I don't want to pretend that
You are not my lover
That you're only my friend
I Won't
(Colbie Caillat - I won't)

I still do it for you.


Where do I go frome here?
cause when I close my eyes you're all I see
you're everywhere.
I don't want to feel this
I don't wanna be that girl..
but you're the one I always miss.


I have tried, and tried...
but the pain won't go away.
I have tried, and tried...
but the feelings are still the same.
I have tried, I have tried...

Do you wanna know
what it feels like,
when you try and try
but nothing feels right.
Would you dare to see my version,
of this crazy life?


I have tried, and tried...
but the pain won't go away.
I have tried, and tried...
but the feelings are still the same.
I have tried, I have tried..


come on over here.
cause I need you this near.
don't you think I was afraid?
don't you think you scared me?

NO, I don't wanna do this,
cause I'm not that kind a girl.

I just need you to know this..

I have tried, and tried...
but the pain won't go away.
I have tried, and tried...
but the feelings are still the same.
I have tried, I have tried...


you don't desvere to have a friend like this
So I'll put it behind me,
I'll try to forget.
I know it will be hard
but I still to it for you...
yes, I'll try.






18. mars 2010

Truth of all truths.

the truth.
This is life, and sometimes it sucks.
You can try to run away from your problems,
but truth is that they run faster than you.

Don't hide from the truth,
and I know sometimes it hurts,
but when a real smile comes to you're face,
the truth is nothing feels better.


So let us face the truth.
You have smile, and it's great.
And you can try to fake a smile,
but truth is that the real one look so much better.

There are different people in this world, that's the truth.
and some of them might irritate you,
you know that all you got to do is ignore them,
but the truth is someday you just got to slap them.

So the truth is simple.
Smile, when you're happy
Cry, when you're sad,
and slap when you're angry.
but still face the truth, of all truths
- life sometimes just sucks.

14. mars 2010

til en jeg ikke vil miste..

du gav meg lyst til å gjøre noe stort
og jeg gav nærmest hele hjerte mitt bort
du åpnet liksom en lukket dør
som gjorde at jeg fortalt deg mer enn før.
jeg likte deg mer enn du vil forstå
men det var DA dette er nå.
Du er alltid der når jeg trenger deg mest,
noe helt spesielt, ikke som folk flest.
du er en av mine beste venner
og støtter meg selv
 når tårene renner.
alltid ett smil du har på lur
og når jeg er med deg klarer jeg ikke å være sur
vet ikke i ord hvordan jeg kan si hva du betyr for meg
men hør nå, JEG ER UTROLIG GLAD I DEG !

12. mars 2010

I don't want to be your friend




I don't want to see your face
I don't want to hear your name
I don't want a thing


Just stay away baby
Don't wanna know if you're alright
Or what you're doin with your life
Don't wanna hear you say that you'll stay in touch maybe

I'll get by just fine
And if you're goin then darlin, goodbye, goodbye

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before
Don't think that I care
I'm not over you yet
And I don't want to be your friend

I'll forget we ever met
I'll forget I ever let
Ever let you into this heart of mine baby
You just gotta let me be
You gotta keep away from me
Cause all I want to be is just free from you baby

Don't come around
Don't say you still care about me
Go now, go now

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before
Don't think that I care
I'm not over you yet
And I don't want to be your friend

Baby, it's killing me
I'll get by just fine
So if you're goin then darlin goodbye, goodbye.

life is a lie.

just because I come off strong
doesn't mean I didn't fall asleep crying
and even though I acts like nothing's wrong,
the truth is, I'm really good at lying.

it's taking me this long, baby...


...but I figured you out.
and you're thinking we'll be fine again,
but not this time around.

you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone.
This is the last straw
don't wanna hurt anymore. 

8. mars 2010

Let's hold hands and be the best of friends.


"are you scared?"

Me? I'm scared of everything.
I'm scared of what I saw,
I'm scared of what I did,
of who I am, 
and what I feel.













but most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room 
and never have that feeling the rest of my whole life
the way I feel when I'm with you.

and I bet you'll never remember, what i'll never forget

7. mars 2010

I wish...

But don't expect me to be happy for you.
and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.
I don't want your pity.
I hate your pity.
I remember those nights like they we're as close to now as i wish they were.
You're so sure of things. You're certainty, its like armor.
 I wish I had that.

Here's the thing.

You sort of have this way of always knowing the right thing to say, at the right time, 
and act like you don't care but always making sure I know you always have and always will. 
I think we're pretty damn scared to say what we feel, cause we know it can't be real.
I keep telling myself that we'll still talk and just stay good friends.
I'm not so great with this
whole optimism act...
because I'm still trynig to figure out where I went wrong.
I keep my phone away from me, try not to checkevery 10minutes for a text I know I'll probly never get. 



 











I don't want your excuse, I don't want an explanation.
I've alerady written too much about you, so much I though I knew.
But in the end I got you all wrong, and you never got me right.

5. mars 2010

confused...

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
will never change for us at all

If I lay here 
If I just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

4. mars 2010

what I want ?

I want the moon and the stars 
I want the whole nine yards
I want your hands on my hips 
I want you kissing my lips

better days

Been holding this pain inside for so long
though the rain never goes away 

they say I should leave these streets behind me


but its so hard to escape, 
oh lord please send me an angel to lead me out of this place, 
send me a away, far away to better days.

3. mars 2010

I just miss you, thats all..

the stars lean down to kiss you
and I lie awake and miss you
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere


cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
but I miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
cause I wish you were here.


I'll watch the night turn light-blue
but it's not the same without you.
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.



The silence isn't so bad.
Til I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly.

But drenched in vanilla twilight 

I'll sit on the front proch all night
Waist-deep in thought
because when I think of you I don't feel so alone



As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.



And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh, darling I wish you were here.


bestevenn? jeg savner deg.

1. mars 2010